to my sister

salam..

i've been came back home last week to send my sister abroad, USA. it was kinda busy during that week because i really want to spend my last time to her.. (: i really didn't believe that 2 years had passed just like that.. nowadays, time is really golden.. hehehe..during Saturday night, we exchanged presents. she gave me a mug written 'aida was here'..hahaha..and i gave her a book entitled 'kisah teladan ahli sufi'.. it was kinda happy that time and tomorrow (sunday), she will be departing from Malaysia.. i said to Ustaz that i will be going back to school during monday morning although that morning i will be sitting for add math and tassawur exam.. hahaha.. but i am willingly to sacrifice my weekends' table to send her.. yet, she is one of my biggest influencer in my life..

it was almost 8.00 p.m. and she had some briefing from jpa officer before she will check in at 9.00 p.m. Subhannallah, the schedule stated that the plane will depart on 2330.. but i just accept it.. it such a poignant situation during that time..hihihi..but later, i had used to it..

bye2, acik..thanks very much.. i really appreciate what u had gave to me..may it last for whole life.. may u lead a blissful life at indiana..wasalam.. 

orang jauh menulis

rindunye suasana panas di malaysia
suka lagi dengan sejuk berangin di indiana..

satu perlu saya pilih..

dan saya pilih indiana..kerna di sini langkah bermula.

jazakallah

ukhwah itu sangat manis. Pernah rasa gula2 Lot 100 tak? Ha, lebih manis dari itu. Lebih-lebih lagi bila digulum lama-lama, kemanisan dan keseronokan mula datang. Menerobos segenap isi tulang dan darah. Bukan mudah untuk mencipta ukhwah, tapi sangatlah senang proses mencacatkannya.

mungkin ada yang masih pelik dengan perkataan 'ukhwah'? Betul..? Truly different from friendship, ukhwah is just simply built with islam as base. Ukhwah boleh tertegak antara ahli keluarga, antara sahabat yang dulu musuh, antara orang yang memang langsung tak dikenali, antara saudara jauh @ dekat. Simple yet amazing.

Bila orang tu ada ukhwah dengan kita, the only thing that we know is we can share everything, talk about everything ( I mean islam issues..), and share everything. Kita sentiasa berlapang dada dengan dia, jarang2 merajuk dengan dia.

Yalah..siapa lagi kita nak percaya kalau bukan saudara sefikrah, seaqidah dengan kita, kan ?

salam

tak lama lagi saya akan menduduki pra-trial and trial mara.. doakan saya dan sahabat2 yang lain dapat buat yang terbaik kerana Allah. dan doakan kami tidak akan melupakan Allah semasa belajar dan sepanjang masa.. (: May Allah bless you, muslims..

doakan juga saya tidak akan melupakan tanggungjawab saya..InsyaAllah saya cube buat yang terbaik!!

wasalam.

dilema

salam..

currently, i'm dilemma right now..I'm eagerly waiting to go back school again since a week at home. i really can't focus doing school works..but at the same time, was it will be the last time i see my sister before she will be going to usa in 2 weeks more? i hope not..she's my lovely sister.. hopefully, ALLAH will bless her.. a week with her really enjoyable.. she's the one who showed me jalan dakwah..eheh..thank you very much..

sis, i hope u will not read this since u will say: "akak, jangan puji aku..aku x ske..pujian tuh dekatkan diri aku kat neraka.."

sori, a lot..May ALLAH bless you there..

wasalam.

situasi 1:

saya pernah bagi tazkeerah pasal ayat 67: surah Az-Zukhruf.." teman2 baik pada hari itu saling bermusuhan antara satu sama lain melainkan mereka yang bertakwa". dan saya un menghuraikan ayat itu semasa taklim..

lepas taklim habis, ada seorang sahabat, A berkata kepada saya, "aida, aku dah banyak kali dengar ayat tuh". saya pun rase mcm salah ke?? maybe kite dah byk kali ckp ayat tuh, tapi sape tahu time kte ulang kali ke-5, baru org tuh sedar?? sape tahu? allah..

the, tetibe, ade lagi seorang tanye saya semasa dalam blok, "aida, tadi ko ckp ayat pe??" then, saya pun ckp semula ayat tuh..dan kwn tuh tanyer pasal huraiannya..

p/s: see?? mungkin kite rase sudah tidak perlu kite ulang ape yg kita sudah peringatkan.. tapi jangan fikir pasal seseorang sahaja.. ade ramai lagi yang tidak tahu mengenainya.. ingatlah begitu sahabatku.. 

wanna try jalan dakwah?

salam..

sekarang baru aku sedar..yang jalan dakwah ni sangat manis and best tapi sangat berliku.. sangat3x.. harap2 Allah bagi aku kekuatan..Amin..

I have a friend..whom i believe he really tried to change himself from worst to better.. and he really need my help..(tazkeerah).. For me, it never be a burden for me( insyaAllah) but it always be my responsibility.. and at the same time, i always tried to avoid to have a somekind-dangerous-relationship..u get that?? (cam nk avoid pergaulan bebas).. yet, he thought that i'm not willingly to help him..misunderstood.

friend, i can only give u support for a while..not for the entire life..and u should get any help from friends who u trust them..not only me in this life that can guide you..i'm not perfect, yet i alwas tried to do the best for my life..even, when i'm pray, i know that i can just ask for the best for me and u.. only ALLAH knows what's the best for us, human.

sahabatku, kalaulah kau tahu betapa susahnya melalui jalan dakwah ni, engkau pasti menangis.. walaupun pahit, tapi engkau akan dapat manisnya yang tidak terhingga kemudian.. susahnya aku nk masuk jalan yang sangat menjanjikan kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat...tapi ble dah masuk, jangan sesekali lepaskannya..sangat merugikan.. jalan ini banyak mengajarkan aku nilai ketabahan, berakhlak baik, kesabaran dan lain2.. aku harap sahabatku cubalah untuk melaluinya..engkau tidak akan menyesal..