salam alayk!
it had been almost 2 weeks since i started my holidays or since i ended up my school ages.. that period of time, i judging myself till now wondering whether did i am strong enough to endure anything out there?
at first, i thought i can..i mean overcome all those things that can weaken your 'iman'.. but then, i started to feel boring and i tried something new.. (don't get misunderstood!) yeah, i started to watch videos, dramas, and hearing musics.. but then, i still performed ibadah lah..
but that was something i feel merely not me.. it seem s that my ibadah doesn't help me get rid of those bad things. those things still conquered my heart and most of my times, i felt not 'khusyuk' thinking of the movies characters while i'm doing my solat.. such a ridiculous person seh!! ):
then, i felt bad thinking of this was just a merely two weeks holidays.. aida, you'll have 6 months more. i'm wondering what the hack i'll be..
nauzubillah himinzallik.
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